❤️ In Lurve!!!!!

Shit, I love my gal R*** so much.

Mainly coz I can text her my craziness and when we speak, she won’t mention anything that cause me embarrassment.

And she’s so fucking hot. 

Like, I must be hot, coz I’ve pulled models, TV presenters, pop stars, premiership footballers... but I

Don’t see it.

R*** is totally hot. Like wow!!

And I’m astonished she used to do my tan and get horney. If I knew in Longreach, well shit, I wouldn’t have been strumming the guitar!’

We have fun, wake up half fucked, have fun again, and then act like it never happened.

OMG you are amazing R***.

Not only amazingly beautiful, but a fucking beautiful person.

It sounds shit, but I’m glad she’s had the negative experiences she’s had. As it’s made her the wonderful person she is now.

Fuck.

I must be ok looking, coz I pull fucking hot people

And do you know what I love even more. She’s so

Fucking nice. She’s had so much shit, it’s made her the nicest person I’ve met. And I’m glad; not coz she’s had shit, but coz it’s made her the loveliest person I’ve met,

In rehab when I first met her I felt proper jealousy coz she was a better version of me. Prettier, more slim, blonder, more fake tan.

So.... I’ve just rocked off, to my dirty mind of me and her.

I love being girl. My bisexual taste is accepted!

R*** you are my biggest turn on ever!

❤️ 06th March 2018 - Journal

Sheesh, I post some crap when I’m fucked.

Well N did me a favour yesterday. I had been home all day, sorting out house move and cleaning. I really achieved a lot. N didn’t respond to my messages all day. Phoned at 8pm to ask if I wanted sleeping tablets.

I said no. I knew he was with his brother, and he was getting money at midnight so smoking.

Anyway, changed my bed, ate dinner, put stuff on blog and at 11.30pm I texted and said not to come back.

I blocked the door and by 12.30pm was falling asleep.

In comes dick head. With crack cocaine. Of course I smoked some, I’m only human.

Anyway he kept me up till 4am. Then spent 30 minutes trying to reload, shouting on the phone.

So... that’s it. He’s gone.

Was fucking late for work, but seeing as I topped the league for EA’s hitting their targets, my senior manager couldn’t really do shit.

I got 141% new starts, 110% job starts, 100% sustained jobs and even top score for compliance of 91%. I don’t fcuking comply.

And, customer feed back...

Out of 20 EA’s, 8’listed. Everyone else got an average of 2. Me 10.

It’s nice having the upper hand. 

They’ve hired a new EA. Not welfare to work, or Employability background, but housing. Which is good. I’m blam at CVs, interview prep, M* is self employed expert and the new girl had housing.

Anyway, my project (coz my other colleague who left has been off sick most the time), ranked 1#!!

Anyway, peace at home. And seeing as the only times I’ve used in the past week is due to N,  this is a good thing. 

Hopefully they fuck off, leave me alone and accept my occasional usage.

❤️ THE VIDEO - 05th March 2017 - The Rasist

Video as promised 

https://youtu.be/jvY0aKfmhM8

❤️ BIG BROTHER YOU DECIDE

10 anonymous comments with C to IV Cocaine (0.05-0.01mg)

10 anonymous comments with CR tho smoke white (1/3 ten rock) 

10 anonymous comments with BIV to IV Heroin half a ten bag

10 anonymous comments with B to booty bump b half / whole ten bag)

5 anonymous comments with BZ to booty bump a benzos (5 - 1)

5 anonymous comments with ZZ booty bump a z-drugs (5 - 1)

2 anonymous comments with.DRINK for shot

Wanna play???? 

Will video this. Friday night no foss

❤️ 02nd July 2017 - Journal

They want me dead. Woke up to my big window opened I was quite sober when I finally came home. 

Orion could have escaped. 

Even if I was mashed on drugs, I wouldn’t risk losing him. He’s the only thing keeping me alive.

I’ve ordered Sky TV and broadband. I will set up CCTV. 

Going to order benzos, barbiturates and opiates for when I OD.

I’m taking Orion with me.

❤️ I’m Worldwide BAYBEE!!!!

My worldwide readers!!! Thank you for taking the time to visit me, whether you love or loath me. Please, don’t be like me and learn from your own mistakes, please learn from mine and save yourself a lifetime of hell. If only one person reads this and chooses not to take drugs, my blog has been worth it.

God bless, keep coming back, I have nothing but love for you all.

I’ve probably missed some countries off, as I’ve had posts about them before and deleted them.

Keep sharing the Famous Junkie’s Love! I wanna be world wide.

Whether you love me or hate me... if just one person is prevented from the hell that is drug addiction (especially those who self medicate their ADHD), I’ve won!

Whether I disgust you, or intrigue you.. God bless you all!

Australia 🇦🇺 

Austria 🇦🇹 

Bangladesh 🇧🇩 

Belgium 🇧🇪 

Brazil 🇧🇷  

Cameroon 🇨🇲 

Canada 🇨🇦 

Catalan 🇪🇸 

China 🇨🇳 

Columbia 🇨🇴

Croatia 🇭🇷 

Cyprus 🇨🇾 

Czech Republic 🇨🇿 

Denmark 🇩🇰 

Estonia 🇪🇪 

Finland 🇫🇮 

France 🇫🇷 

Germany 🇩🇪 

Greece 🇬🇷 

Hungary 🇭🇺 

India 🇮🇳

Indonesia 🇮🇩 

Ireland 🇮🇪 

Israel 🇮🇱

Italy 🇮🇹 

Japan 🇯🇵 

Mexico 🇲🇽 

Netherlands 🇳🇱 

Norway 🇳🇴 

Panama 🇵🇦 

Philippines 🇵🇭 

Poland 🇵🇱 

Portugal 🇵🇹 

Romania 🇷🇴 

Russia 🇷🇺 

Seychelles 🇸🇨 

Singapore 🇸🇬 

Slovakia 🇸🇰

South Africa

Spain 🇪🇸

Sweden 🇸🇪 

Switzerland 🇨🇭

Thailand 🇹🇭 

Turkey 🇹🇷 

Turkmenistan 🇹🇲 

Ukraine 🇺🇦 

United Arab Emirates 🇦🇪

United Kingdom 🇬🇧 

United States 🇺🇸 

Venezuela 🇻🇪 

Vietnam 🇻🇳 

Think I’ve accidentally added one extra in Africa! But it’s such a hassle trying to do this map, so if that’s your country, hit one of your home boys up to click on one of my links, and ta-da. Sorted.

There’s many more but these are the only ones that I can see listed on my blog stats.

If you’re reading from another country not listed, let me know! I’ll get you added!!

Australia has been the only English speaking country that hasn’t read my blog before, so yay! 

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❤️ Why Are You Obsessed With Me

Right, I’ve had 5 abusive messages from you. The police have told you to stop contacting me. 

I shall go to Sutton police and tell them you’re still abusing me.

You’re not clever enough to put any preventative measures into place to hide your identify.

Every computer, mobile, tablet as a finger print. 

1. You tell me to take an overdose?

Unlike you, who has only taken from society through drug detox, mental institutions, 4 children adopted, abused the benefit system, never worked, relies on government for housing, spends all her money on crack, goes to homeless food banks to fill her cupboards, commits crime, lowest of the low... sZe.the £1 shop... while I do have a drug problem, bar two years, I’ve always worked in roles where I give back. I spend my hard earned wages on my drugs, not the tax payers money you should be using to eat with. You should take your own advice and save us taxpayers thousands of pounds. 

2) Calling me ‘smakhead’ sic. I don’t even use smack, unlike you. Also, unlike you, I’ve mastered the complex spelling of smack. 

3) Ugly rat - babes you’re the grey skinned, over weight, manky teethed one. I know your jealous. 

4) pretending to be N’s family - now, even those with mental retardation, would change their language and spelling if pretending to be someone else. For example, if I was pretending to be you, I’d write like this - 4xample if I woz tryin 2 b u id writ lik dis u ugly junk ie smakhead . Go kill yaself. 

5) also, leaving a message at 4.18am it clear its sent by a proper smack head, coz even this junkie was asleep by them.

6) you begged me to get you a mobile contract. Even N can get one of them

7) chose drugs over 4 children 

8) NEVER WORKED

9) Taken about x 10 from the system than your average Joe. Will pay ZERO back.

10) Let her home be a crack den for £10 crumbs of crack a day. 

I normally hide identities,  but Kate, you are a piece of shit. A true stereotypical junkie. It’s you, who give functional addicts like me a bad reputation.

Evidence of this weirdos obsession and the weirdo.

❤️ And While I’m Sat Here Feeling Miserable

Ok, I’m on a bit of a low at the moment. Nothing to cause concern. I’m not stashing my pills, although starting propranolol again, triggers thoughts of suicide.

I know this is just expected, when one suffers with ADHD.

The propranolol actually helps with the stomach churning anxiety. But the lows still are present. And, bar work, I struggle to undertake the simplest of life’s prerequisite, such as feeding myself, cleaning my home and bathing.

I sit, fretting about, what will never be. What if this happens, what if that? It rarely does. Still, if one anticipates an alternative ending, more positive, and the negative is the actual outcome, I will be crushed to a greater extent than if one spends an unreasonable amount of time, raising my levels of cortisol right now (stressing now basically).

And then I watched a CBeebies documentary. Yes, that’s kids BBC, I love documentaries though. One can never have too much information.

It was on a young man called Johnathon Bryan, and he aged 10.

Johnathan has incredibly complex disabilities. He needs oxygen 24-7. He can’t eat food. He can’t walk. He can’t talk. 

For many years, he attended a special education school. Sadly, these schools, whilst excellent and the staff dedicate a lot into stimulating the children, the children are not given the opportunity to learn to read or write.

Johnathon’s mother, a real life saint, never tiring of having the struggles of having to provide the same attention required to care for a baby, under 1 year, never gave up.

She created a ‘speach’ board and Johnathon took to it.

Oh boy, did he take to it!

Johnathon’s level of communication, surpasses his class mates. He’s articulate and eloquent, far beyond his years.

What I’ve just watched, written by Johnathon, even makes my own communication seem juvenile.

Breath taking. How much frustration the years where he could not communicate must have been.

I wonder if God, when giving Johnathon such devastating disabilities, also gave him intelligence far beyond what would be expected.

How many other non verbal children, have been blessed in other areas. When God takes away with one hand, he gives with the other. 

Hopefully Johnathon’s campaign for every non-verbal child to be taught to communicate will be achieved.

Please follow your ambition to be a writer Johnathon! I would love to read an autobiography of your life when you’re older 

https://www.google.co.uk/amp/www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-5302531/amp/The-story-Jonathan-Bryan-locked-boy.html

http://www.bbc.co.uk/mediacentre/proginfo/2018/06/my-life-locked-in-boy

❤️ Wish I Knew About This 20 Years Ago

And I’ve been relying on drugs and alcohol 

❤️ Snow Fun

This week I have been mostly writing rude words in the snow