Oh By The Way N****

If you still read my blog, then I guess this is a great way to get the message over to you.

You're shooting blanks dude!!!

I'm definitely still VERY fertile.

Problems With iPhone Since These Power Hungry White Middle Class People, Who I'm Ashmed To Say I'm Related To, Hacked My Phone

Can’t share blog posts

Can’t change passwords

Switches self on

Siri is constantly listening 

Can’t change certain settings

My twitter password keeps being re-set

Takes photos itself 

Certain apps won’t work

Constantly keeps record of when phone is active, inactive and what I’m doing and for how long

Can’t type, keeps putting wrong words in, changing correct word

Crashed Mac at iPhone store x 3 when trying to get serial number via cable (told

The bloke that meant this problem not fixed)

Look at number of error reports since DFU

When DFU time initially is always +6 hours 

Simple things causing energy drain.

Constantly needs to be on charge 

Springboard in Jetsam

Wouldn’t let me upload Vids to you tube 

Restore - comes up as ‘false’ in error reports 

Running apps I haven’t opened 

Emails deleted from mail app

Raven

Won’t let me tweet

My tweets have been deleted 

0xbaaaaaad - hacking extension 

0xbe18d1eec

06th July 2018 - Journal

Ok.. well I made it up with matey, but boy is he playing hard to get like a bitch!! And I haven’t felt horny like this since the last time I withdrew from opiates. And it’s sooo  fucking hot. And I’m sooo fucking horny. Like I want to wait for the dude. But there’s only so much waiting a hot girl can do.

He obviously likes me, coz he was drunk last night and the truth comes out when you’re drunk and you don’t tell someone they’re the dog’s bollox if you don’t think they’re hot.

Then role on sobriety and he’s playing all hard to get again.

Like what the fuck??

I’m seriously not blowing my own trumpet when I say I’m hot. There are soooo many fucking guys coming on to me. And I haven’t wanted dick in ages. And now the dick I want it fucking driving me nuts. 

Dude.. don’t let me get bored of you!!!!!!!! 

What’s even more fuckery... is this shit is only gonna make me like like the guy. And I don’t need that. Fuck dude, I’m pin up level. Come and ducking use and abuse me. You don’t need a crazy ass chick like me into you. Fuck, I’m 37 and single.. you know I’ve got problems.

Ahhhhh just fucking use and abuse me mother fucker!!!!!!!!

On another note, I’m probably gonna have to sell my pussy to keep the balifts at bay. 

Rewind.. I’m still screwing about Matey playing hard to get. I’m way too fucking hot to be wanking when someone wants to fuck me and I want to fuck them.

22nd June 2018 - Journal

So my WiFi is switched off, as I cannot connect due to my abusers yet....

That’s my WiFi 

Switched off 

Yet showing in the WiFi search,

This is an example of the hacking, being stalked and isolation. All abuse.

Blam

15th November 2011 - Journal

Current weight 8.13 / 125lbs

Pigged our for the past week but good today. Ate little and walked. Lost 3lbs in 24 hours. Yay! Gotta get back on track

2011 - Thanks To God

Dear God

Thank you so much for my fur babies. I can’t believe neither were wanted. Tsega is my soul mate, and Orion, well I dread to think what would have happened to him if not for me. I love how cheeky and naughty he’s become as his confidence has grown. I only wish for a garden for them. They’ve brought me back from darkness. Thank you.

Jay x x

July 2011 - Journal

Since coming back from holiday I’m slim. Was 8.8lbs and lost 2 more. I generally vary between 8.6lbs and 8.11lbs. I seem to eat a lot one day and hardly anything the next (one day smoking weed and munchies, the next smoking crack and heroin and not eating).

My BMR is 1,800 - 1,300. I know though if I eat 1,890 or less I’ll lose weight.

A pound is supposed to be 3,500 calories, so I’m weird.

I can be 8.6lbs in the morning and 8.12lbs in the evening. Next morning I’m 8.9lbs, same in the evening. Next day 8.7lbs and 8.8lbs. Then back to 8.6lbs.

My lowest was 8.5lbs.

I love being skinny again. Getting into a bad cycle though. Go out for dinner, gain weight, next day salad, energy drinks and smoke. Lose weight. Starving. Binge. Gain.  Restrict. Smoke.

I have been exercising more on the Wii and doing sit-ups. I’ll wait for my tummy muscles to recover before the next batch.

50 first. Then 52. Then 53. I like the lines on my tummy, spine, hips, shoulder and collar bone slightly protruding.

I like my Bambi legs.

I want to get down to 8 stone. 112lbs. I would love to be 99lbs / 7.2lbs, but I’d be too skinny. I am watching calories

03rd March 2017 - Journal

Weight 10 stone

When I get to 9.7lbs I can spend £100 in Pandora. No more full fat drinks.