So... last night... NO DRUGS AND NO ALCOHOL. But as I’ve mentioned before, this isn’t a campaign to get me clean. This is a campaign to push me to kill my self!!!!!
So, neither of my two alarms woke me up this morning. My friend’s phone didn’t wake him either. But his phone ringing woke me... at 8.20am.
My phone had been snoozing... all by itself... and the alarm tone continued when I was finally awake.
For a normal person, this would be fucking bizarre. When you have a family trying to destroy you, this is normal.
Number 2.... my Concerta disappeared!!!! It better be at home or the police will be called.
Finally re-set my Cubit (bit coin) account, sent money to Dream Market account. I have bought the most dodgy benzos recently..... they’re definitely cut with all sorts of shit.
I’m blacking out when I consume alcohol, Zopiclone styleee (benzos are quite fun when mixed with a small amount of alcohol, Zopiclone makes you black out. To black out on benzos you need to be very drunk and consume quite a bit).
Anyway after I swapped from these shitty tablets to proper pharmacy ones, I was able to dramatically cut my dosage right down. Things like my memory improved and the cloud in my head, which was effecting my day to day cognitive ability began to evaporate.
I attempted to re-purchase the decent, pharmacy grade benzos, but the seller was on holiday. Due to my money being stolen from my account last time and my order ‘vanishing’, I did, under no circumstances, want to linger around and find a decent replacement.
So, wanting to purchase quick, I went into my order history and clicked on the dodgy benzo guy’s page and bought them.
They’re so cheap, they cost £25 for 100 tablets. They are not good for you though.
My family are WELL aware my drugs psychiatrist has told me I am not to suddenly stop taking them and if I do run out I am to do to A&E.
Why would they steal the money I had in my account to purchase diazepam?
Why would they cancel / steal my order?
Surely they want me to withdraw and stop taking them?
As I’ve said... THIS CAMPAIGN IS NOT ABOUT THE DRUGS
#Itsnotaboutthedrugs @Gemma_Stalked
