#itsnotaboutthedrugs @Gemma_Stalked
I’ve been addicted 2 drugs 4 yrs! Self medicating 4 ADHD. Made the mistake of turning 2 my family. 1failed detox later they told lies 2 The Sun. Instead of researching ADHD, addiction/recovery, decided to try make me think I’m made. Despite completing rehab, moving back to my house & securing work. They continue to abuse & torture me. My blog is a mixture of diary entries, emails to my DART, lyrics, with some story type tales. Welcome to my world. There’s no turning back!
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Wednesday, 31 January 2018
❤️ September 2013 - Too Skinny
#itsnotaboutthedrugs @Gemma_Stalked
Monday, 8 January 2018
❤️ Introduction - April 2015
How My Family Made Me Mad, Glad & Bad! - She'll be so crazy she’ll need more drugs to cope!
Jay - a rather successful person, trip and falls after losing her car, her home, being bullied at work, finding out the mother she used to love had cancer and losing her beloved pet.
Her family decide sectioning her is the most successful way to ensure she refrains from intravenous ethylphenidate use.
Instead of helping her reach sobriety their actions make her so miserable her using sky rockets. And this is her story.
Methylphenidate was snatched from me under cruel, unfair circumstances. Ethylphenidate, like its prescription only cousin, is a short acting stimulant. At the height of my addiction I was using between 1-3 grammes, intravenously, where I'd bang up 1/10th a gramme to 3/10th a gramme per hit. I'd do this from 10 to 20 times per day as my tolerance, combined with it's length of action, meant it lasted no more than an hour.
Waking up sober and indeed the numerous times during the day I faded back to sobriety, yet still suffering from their cruel actions under the guise of psychosis, only drove me to use far more drugs. At least double the amount I used when I was able to use in peace. My useage was upped by 50% easily due to their action. Ultimately they are the reason why I lost my Concerta script resulting in the same consequences too. I was so addicted at one point I was unable to arise from my bed without hitting up first.
So enjoy my decent to hell.
The events depicted in this blog are fictitious. Any similarity to any person living or dead is merely coincidental
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Sunday, 17 December 2017
❤️ Global Drug Survey - My Answers Part 2
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Sunday, 10 September 2017
❤️ 14th August 2015 - List of RCs I've Tried
2-Aminoindane - analogue of amphetamine ✅
2-CI 🤔
3,4-CTMP - 3,4-Dichloromethylphenidate - analogy methylphenidate ✅
6-APB (5-2-aminopropyl benzofuran) ✅
APICA 2-NE1 - canaboid ✅
APINACA AKB48 - canaboid ✅
Flubromazelam - benzodiazepine 🤔
Flubromazepam - benzodiazepine ✅
Isopropylphenidate - Similar to methylphenidate (AKA Ritalin) ✅
MDAI (5,6-methylenedioxy-2-aminoindane) ✅
MDVP (methylenedioxypyrovalerone) ✅
Mephtetramine ✅
Methiopropamine ✅
Methoxphenidine ✅
Methoxypiperamide ✅
Nifoxipam - benzodiazepine ✅
Pyrazolam - benzodiazepine ✅
Sedative - a substance that induces sedation by reducing irritability or excitement.
Stimulant - a substance that increases the activity of the body. They are pleasurable and invigorating. Or drugs which have sympathomimetic effects
Sympathomimetics - Stimulants affecting serotonin and dopamine. These chemicals help calm you down, are anti anxiety, appetite regulants, help cognition, learning memory, mood, thermoregulation.
Tranquilliser
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❤️ 27th June 2017 - iPhone Hacked - Letter To My Abusers
You took my post didn't you. That's why is was late. You're even determined to ruin my last time here. If my package doesn't come tomorrow BLAM. I'll buy £400 of cocaine and mainline that. It's my life, I'll end it how I want. And if I suspect it's tampered with in the slightest.
I'll go Brixton and I know people who I can pay to receive post for me. And I'll order a lot more.
Later...
Only the truth can save me. The ball is in your court. But time's running out. If everything comes out, at least I stand to make some money selling my story. I'm quite happy to die. I'm so broken I don't care.
❤️ 05th July 2017 - iPhone Hacked - Letter To My Abusers
You have to go work
Some time!!
And I'm Gonna order barbiturates, benzo and probably some
Fentanyl (just for the fun of it) and I'm fucking overdosing baybeeeeee! Yeah!
Fuck the appeal. Fuck getting a next job.
You WIN!!
Fucked though really as even Reed (the main contractor) have told me to appeal
Maybe I'll get a water soluble benzodiazepines and not diazepam. Can stick it in my arm if it's water soluble
If I was you I'd be contacting my drugs counsellor, drug psyche, my social worker and possibly the nut house too!
Ok, thanks for that. I'll get the water soluble onesy
❤️ 04th September 2017 - 09th September 2017 - Journal
Monday, 21 August 2017
❤️ 2017 - THE TRUTH
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