This was a comment from one of my readers! A fantastic post. Cannabis was my gateway drug. I hope you don't mind me making this a whole post J, well written, informative and perfect drugs nightmare
For years in my earlier youth when I smoked cannabis recreational with friends, I noticed it start to make me anxious all of a sudden after a few years smoking it.
So obviously I quit, but I still tested it over and over again through the years, as all my buddies smoked it, still was there :-).
In fact over the years it got worse because I was always repressing those feelings, and using alcohol, and drugs on weekends, partying, etc. Just a typical youth lifestyle where I grew up, and all over the the UK to be honest :-).
So yeah, I realised when it started to get like this, and I knew I was using weekends (for some of those years) as an escape from those feelings. And every year it started to get worse and I needed to face it, find answers, and there the seek begun :-).
The point I was trying to get to was, for years I blamed it on the cannabis, and drugs, upbringing, etc, etc, what had caused this, even though deep down I knew otherwise.
You will see many mental illness associated with cannabis or different drugs, but.... The cannabis is the same for everybody its people's psyche that is different, people's mental predispositions, and that's the same for all the varying reactions.
It's all fear manifesting in different ways/stored karmas within. The way too release these karmas is to awaken, to go within and investigate the mind. Observe the mind. Constantly. You need to master your mind. Be aware of your thoughts instead of being entangled within them.
All suffering comes from thoughts. When we are free of thoughts our natural state is blissful. I've watched over these last 6 months or so of using cannabis in a lot of my meditations. I see the fear become weaker and weaker and now none at all.
Just perfect peace. It only enhances the deeper the mind can go into yourself when the high starts to come on. And nice bliss. It's just magnifying the sub conscious, and the less impressions there is on the light body the more you fall into your bliss.
Every time we wish harm on anyone with our thoughts, we are only harming ourselves. Don't seek outside yourself for salvation. Turn within.
Drugs at best mask the problem, they don't heal it. Every questionable action you have ever done has been tape recorded and stored in the chakras/light body. Nothing gone unnoticed. Mind is not separate in this. So just be vigilant of the mind and it's concepts it creates for fear.
Just look at it openly and honestly, contemplate it :-). Trust me. I'm speaking from direct experiences of highest truths. If you would like to email? Let me know. I just want to see you free from suffering that's all. I know what it's like to suffer, and I know the way out also
