Of course we never spoke. Nor did I authorise them to these thoughts. Like a LOT OF MY PRIVATE THOUGHTS.
Right now I know this phone is most likely hacked. And I know they’re watching on their CCTV, which is a huge crime against my human rights for starters.
Please ensure invasion of my privacy is included when you convict these people.
In my absence.
Please punish them for the abuse they have done to me.
If I’m dead, it’s manslaughter not suicide. Well murder to be honest. But the former should be the least of their charges.
Anyway, wrote a rant on another post. Seems a shame to waste it.
Things are moving forward for me... either good or bad, they’re screwed.
Even if I’m done over, the abuse that they’ve done will slowly be uncovered. And if I am done over I’ll top myself. I know Mr X and colleague are reading. So they’re part of my murder too. They pretended they would help me. They lied and if so, I’m dead due to their actions.
Here’s my rant. Time for me to play games. Who does NBD love most. Babies or fat cunt partner? Blood and water and all...
She can decide.
If I get anything official that confirms my offer, this offer is null and void unless prior contact has been made.
If contact has happened... in my OFFLINE folder will be a post called her full name. It will grant amnesty to her in the event of prosecution.
I promise, swear. I was brought up correct. NEVER LIE OR STEAL.
So this isn’t a lie. It’s here, black and white.
So.. read my rant. You’ll get my drift. She’s a fucking evil bitch too... but not by nature. Her environment made her evil and sick.
I honestly want my nieces to have their mummy. So regardless of her participation, if there’s a post in public or OFFLINE, please no charges.
NBD - be grateful little P has amazed me with the love she gives me and I feel for her. I HATE YOU for refusing me one last visit with her. I wasn’t even gonna bring her in my house. I was gonna bring Orion out. But I love her so much. I’ll spare you. Only coz I love her. Don’t be fooled, NBD has fully participated in the actions on my blog. And coz she’s kinda my age and female, really hurts. Coz I couldn’t do what she’s done.
Ok.. rant ahead
Better get stupid named B**** and S**** (NBD’s siblings... really dumb rhyming names. Like her mum’s IQ is a bit low names... but I’m nobody, being watched is all in my head, so I can say what the fuck I want. In privacy. Everyone does. Should have heard the bitch slagging off NBD and F.C. after they refused me to see my niece) in mum and dad mode. They didn’t abuse me enough to be sentenced. Fat Cunt, Nice But Dim, Bitch and Sir-Cunt-A-Lot, enjoy P and P while you can.
Oh... NBD ... I kinda think you’re ok 😉and your behaviour has been influenced by the negative/detrimental people in your life (aka the sickos). I don’t think this behaviour is really your nature.
If you wanna join this team... before it’s too late. I’ll spare you. You can be with P and P. But you gotta chose. Before I decide it’s too late.
Why not send me a random chain email, a joke.. I’ll reply, we can do some BS small talk, and maybe... if I’m in a good mood and nothing pisses me off... I’ll see if you wanna link.
I want my nieces to have their mummy. It’s natural. But wait too long, and you can go down with the rest of them.
You were happy to abandon your maternal instincts and abuse me. You ignored my pleas. You left me desperate. And for fucks sake... you were / should be a nice person.
Look at you.
Anyway, wait until I have official confirmation and it’ll be too late. You have my email. You know where I work..
It’s up to you. Decisions decisions. Life behind bars with only some lesbian to eat you... or wave bye bye to the sick partner and in laws who made you a sicko too! And keep your kids. Who do you love more? Fat cunt, or P and P?
My heart bleeds for the love I will never have from P and P. Which is why you and you only may get a chance.
IF YOU WANT A CHANCE, GOTTA MAKE THAT MORE BEFORE ANYTHING IS CERTAIN. You’re not watched 24-7. He goes work. Up to you.
But... you may be a sicko like my mummy and not wanna be with the babies. In which case get your family ready.
And I promise, screen shot this if you’re want, I know you’re watching, reading, hacking my account and all sorts... but I won’t delete it. You make that move, and as soon as this hits the ground I’ll get my legal guy 😏 to confirm you’ve got amnesty.
Promise. Coz I love P & P. Swear on their lives and all. And Orion and Cyra’s.
Even if this is a con, no matter how much bad publicity I get, the abuse will be told. It’s a massive part of it.
Or I commit suicide and my friends alert press and police to this blog, my diaries, other notes...
Either way your fucked. And whilst the latter means no charges pressed, everyone will still know what pieces of shit you are. EVERYONE. COZ YOU MADE THIS BIG!! You dug your own fucking graves. Why be so sick and involve so many people? Did you think I’d just pretend it’s not real. Even though it still happens now, fucking sober??
If I die, you’ll be famous. People will look at you like scum. I expect there’s enough evidence to press charges of manslaughter against FC, SCAL and B. You’ll be followed in shops like a crim, even though you’ve got a £5k credit card and £100 cash... oh and it’s fucking Poundland!
People will sneer at you. When they notice you, they’ll stare. They’ll look in disgust. No matter how much of a nice person you really are.. no matter if it was one stupid mistake which landslides into a mess.. and there’s no one to help you... public don’t care. They’re cruel and you’re all abusers.
Enjoy what you’ve subjected me to! When I needed you all so badly. And cried and begged for you.
Either way, no matter what, screwed. Either truth or suicide.
