❤️ 05th April 2008 - Boyfriend Dramas

I tell W***** in anger, I think he should move out, back to his flat, that way, if he goes out, I won’t be worrying about him.

I won’t care what time he comes home.

He tells me he’s going out with J***. I go to mum’s.

When I return I notice some of this stuff has gone, check clothes, gone. Check toiletries, gone. 

I realise the implications of my actions and break into tears.

Are we over?

Decide to get loaded. Numb my pain. Stop my heart aching. Today is a very sad day.