Found this in my email draft box. Clearly it was written for a reason. I don't know what now.
* Born 16th June 1981
* Brother was born 19th April 1984. It soon became apparent he was my mother's favourite, which I longed to be. I was my nan's (father's side) favourite as she had two boys. Even she noticed the unfair treatment. Frequently I was reprimanded for his mistakes and trouble. However we got on well u till he was 21 and got with his current girlfriend.
* At school it was quickly noted I was intelligent, but disruptive. I was above average without putting any effort in
* I was bullied from 5-10, for having sticky our ears. Aged 10 I had them pinned back.
* Aged 7 I was completing the Mensa puzzles in the newspapers
* Aged 9 I had further confirmation of my mother's preference for my brother. I found her diary and read an entry saying 'I think Daniel will pass his karate grading and Gemma will fail'. The following week simply stated 'Gemma passed Daniel failed'
* Aged 10-17 I did karate and was a black belt. I fought for England three times, and won a gold and two silver medals. I was also the girls national fighting champion. And captain of the girls team fighting champion. I eventually gave up karate aged 17 due to the fact I had began to dabble in drugs. People were randomly selected for drug testing during the competitions.
* One of the instances where it was apparent I was not my mothers favourite child, was when we visited some friends in Newcastle. We arrived late and was staying in a bungalow. We entered the room which you were able to walk through and lead on to a further room. Thinking there was another room at the end my mother quickly said 'this is where Gemma will sleep'. Upon entering the other room we discovered it was a cold draughty conservatory with nothing but an old sofa. My mother quickly added 'no this is where Gemma will sleep Daniel will have the other room'. We could have easily topped and tailed in the proper bed. However I was placed on the old sofa with nothing to keep me warm bath my father's jacket.
* I am well travelled and have been to Minorca, Majorca, Tenerife, Furtenvetura, Costa Brava, Costa Dorada, Costa Del Sol, Rhodes, Crete, Corfu, Cyprus, Marmaris, Bodrum, France, Germany, Prague, Portugal, Dublin, Cork, Florida, Dominican Republic.
* Aged 11 I began to gain weight and was bigger then my friends. Not big by today standards. I was also bullied for this as well as being spotty from 11-13
* By high school I was frequently in trouble for my behaviour. I was often told my behaviour was erratic. I would finish my work quickly and get top grades, but then I would distract the rest of the class from completing their work. I spent a lot of time outside of the classroom is due to this.
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