In a land of fact, not fiction.
Lived a girl with a small cocaine addiction.
In reality she was real fine,
Coz she had restraint, didn't use all the time
She really was right on top of the world.
Never thought she would crash bang into hell.
But she chose to throw her life in the bin.
The very first time she smoked heroin.
In layman's terms, put quite simply
I chose to self medicate my ADHD
Chose to use intravenously
Coz the high BA and efficiency.
Now my life is a real fucking mess.
Each day I wake up, I real do detest.
So with hardly a beat left in my heart
I'm on my knees and I'm begging MDART.
Verse two is in progress. MDART is the drugs team I visited who sent me to Dove ward to detox. Verse two will start
Now I am where I fit like a glove
But I never grow my wings and fly like a dove.
It's not long till I've forgot
The 18 days spent in detox
But doctor you make me hate
Coz you took away my methylphenidate.
Without this, I can't rest
My heads chaotic, a real damn mess.
Just a silly post. Whole song will be done soon!
Mwah! Crazy Jay x
