❤️ 02nd July 2017 - Journal

They want me dead. Woke up to my big window opened I was quite sober when I finally came home. 

Orion could have escaped. 

Even if I was mashed on drugs, I wouldn’t risk losing him. He’s the only thing keeping me alive.

I’ve ordered Sky TV and broadband. I will set up CCTV. 

Going to order benzos, barbiturates and opiates for when I OD.

I’m taking Orion with me.