Reality TVWatched something weight loss so I don’t look like a stranded whale on the beach when my ex is here too. Presented by some Geordie who over exaggerates every word which leaves her mouth. Unless your IQ is boardering on mental retardation, it is as patronising as fuck. To add salt to a freshly sliced wound, this Vicky (I think), is sat there with her gut hanging over the size 8 trousers which are too small for her. There are sooo many incredibly healthy bloggers these days. Choosing someone who could do with losing 7-14lbs herself is hardly motivational. I know why I stick to documentaries. This annoyed the fuck out of me. Actually reverted me to the self conceded, arrogant POS I used to be (and now despise).
Unrealistic Dramas
Ok, I’m actually enjoying Bliss on Sky 1. The last drama I watched must have been Humans.. series 1. However this plot has holes all over! Sky - please use some of the extortionate fees you charge to pay for researchers. The main character is completely neurotic. There’s no way TWO wives would put up with this behaviour for 15 years. He definitely would have tripped up by now.
Queue Jumpers
Maybe I’m too old school and polite. Maybe due to the bullshit spread about me, I received more negative behaviour. But am I fucking invisible?!? Queue jumping... That’s ingrained in my British behavioural traits. I hate queue jumpers. Which leads to....
People Who Arrive On The Tube Platform AFTER ME, But Got Lucky Coz The Tube Didn’t Stop Where It Should
Ok... when I’m unlucky I hate the lucky. Tables turned and I feel smug. Can’t really complain can I?
Taking Two Seats On Public Transport
Now, I generally only use public transport in rush hour. I don’t care if you’re going 1-2 stops, in rush hour this is akin to treason. I will ask you to move if there’s no other seats and annoy you with the fact I have to carry a bag big enough for my kitchen sink! If it’s quiet and you’re going a couple of stops, that’s ok. I can get claustrophobic myself on the inside seat. But, bus fills up... move you selfish prick.
People Who Behave Like Detrimental Stereotypes
I have a good heart. I endeavour to judge the real person for what they are on the inside. But I am only human. I can, revive the nasty, self entitled bitch, from my 20’s... quick to judge you on your appearance. Not that it’s an excuse, but being fat and bullied for being ugly from 10-18 spurned this appalling behaviour. I’m different now... but I HATE people who behave like negative stereotypes. Large people who are lazy. Unemployed people who rip off the benefit system and don’t want to work. Young people who want to be famous for nothing and have £30k a year with no experience, qualifications or work ethic. Single mums having more children they can provide for, for the pay rise from the government. Criminals who give up their ways, but refuse to start from the bottom on the employment ladder, like most people do at 16-20. Poorly parented children, fed junk and E numbers, with parents crying ADHD. People who are ‘disabled’ through self inflicted behaviours. Miserable old women... I brushed past one on a packed bus the other day, who cried out loud, when my small handbag brushed her arm. People who thinks the world owes them a living and don’t take responsibility for their poor life choices. I could write this paragraph all night.
Negative Outlook
Yes it’s hard at time, but people who do so well in life, and one bad result, and their miserable and draining my energy. Today, I had two candidates from work, one who I don’t have time for, the other who I really like... but the negativity... it drained so much from me. And I pick up your energy! You make me feel like crap.
The Dick Who Vomited On TWO Northern Line Tube Seats in Rush Hour Today
Thanks! Much appreciated.
Bullies
We all now know, as adults, your family treat you like a POS, so it’s not really your fault you think your behaviour is acceptable. And it’s a defence mechanism in order to soothe your own wounded ego, but when I read about another teenager killing themselves, it hits home. You don’t have a clue of the life long psychological damage you cause people. If any of you fuckers do manage to make a success of yourselves, I hope karma hurts you back another way. Bullying resulted in myself being less kind and considerate when I was no longer ugly or fat. I have a borderline eating disorder due to you.
ADHD Doubters
I’m not and haven’t been lower/working class
My family have not been on benefits
My parents are together
I wasn’t filled with junk and additives as a child
Having ADHD doesn’t affect my benefit claim (don’t get anymore)
I’m not a council house tennant
I work
I’m intelligent
I’m 30-fucking-6
There’s NO benefits in fabricating my disability. It does exist. Otherwise I would not experience a paradoxical effect to stimulants. Too much coffee would not make me sleepy. It’s REAL god damn you. And debilitating. I don’t make as much dopamine as you.
Whatever-ists
Race, sex, orientation, religion, whatever.. your small minded views and anger, will not eradicate whatever you dispise. People can’t help what sex they find attractive, religion will exist for thousands or more years, just like the colour of skin. Why waste time and energy with so much hate. If you took a fraction of that energy and used it for doing something charitable, fuck, we’d achieve world peace. I challenge the whatever-ists, if you hate Muslims, Jews, Black, Asian, Immigrants, Refugees, Gays, Misogynists... I challenge you, spend 30 minutes the next week talking to someone you’d normally direct hate at. See them as a person, not a choice you don’t agree with. Hear their challenges, struggles, achievements. I guess the irony in this post, is my dislike for you, while telling you to behave differently. Still, whatever-ists CAN change. Skin colour, the religion you are born, sexual orientation, CAN NOT.
Animal / Child Abusers
Whilst I can tolerate the above, you are pure scum.
Anyway, I will continue to add to this. I don’t actually want to do anymore now, as its making me feeling negative.
And, I know I’ve used the HATE word a lot. But it’s not hate-hate. Nothing like what I feel for my family.
It’s a mild dislike in comparison.
So, let’s try love! Give love and you’ll get it!
Laters
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