❤️ Complete List Of The Abuse

I’ve got so many posts detailing the abuse my family have done to me, I’ve decided to compile them into one big list of abuse. This list’s TBC status will remain.

27/12/2017 - Stole 25 10mg Diazepam off me

26/12/2017 - Made holes in the needles I was using (very concerning since these haven’t left my side. They’re in the same wallet as the tablets which went missing which leads on to...)

25/12/18 - Entering my property unauthorised. I have an additional bike lock on the back door and I will to start leaving lots of stuff by my front door again

24/12/17 - Steal the few belongings I have! Normally stuff I need, like tools and kitchen utensils. The tools have been ‘mostly’ returned. The tin opener and knives however. Anyway I enjoy using a hammer, screw and pilers. More of a chance of having a accident which means I’m in hospital off work, getting paid.

23/12/17 - Oh and to ensure I can’t superglue any holes in my needles, they mix any glue i own with nail varnish remover.

22/12/17 - Then, they add water to my nail varnish remover rendering that useless.

01/06/15 - destroyed my hand written diaries 

TBC!!!!

#iwillbefamous #thetruth #Itsnotaboutthedrugs @Gemma_Stalked

❤️ 14th June 2008 - Boyfriend Dramas

Wake up and go Greggs. When I get back R** and J*** have gone. Admittedly I was not in the best mood with R** when I woke up. Upset he did a runner whilst I was gone out. When I got back I thought he was in the front room with J***. Took me a while to realise I was alone!

❤️ Bizarre Things I Like

Stian Paulsen

Norwegian racing driver

Things I don’t like

Bullshit

❤️ Unicorn Duck

This post is complete bollox by the way. I’m purely writing it as this blog is becoming a complete memoir of my life, and I don’t want to forget this nifty little song I’ve created.

So I went to my newsagents and they are selling Unicorn Ducks. There’s quite a few on Amazon. They’re bath toys and light up when they are in contact with the water.

By the time I had walked the 5 minutes back to mine, I had composed a wicked little theme tune for the little creation I had just purchased.

It’s to the same tune as The Little Mermaid’s Under The Sea

Unicorn duck

Unicorn duck 

God created

This awful hybrid 

When you both fucked

How did the duck get it’s dick in?

Other way round I can’t begin

Is it a sin?

No it’s a win

Coz Unicorn duck

I started to write a verse two, but was feeling a little morbid at the time

It’s screaming in pain

It’s screaming in pain 

Constantly fits

Epileptic

It’s got half a brain

Can hear, talk nor speak

Science has created a fucked freak....

Can’t think of a last line. 

And if you’ve actually read this far, please question your own sanity!!

Anyway, just one of the million, random thought of a person with ADHD.

Anyway copyright to The Famous Junkie 2018.

❤️ 09th March 2018 - Journal

Well my house sale has completed.

It’s the final count down.

I can’t wait until I don’t have to work and I can focus my time on getting the truth out and punishing my abusers.

I already have a weird ‘unhealthy’ number of TV casting people following my Twitter accounts. I’ve already had the offer of a book / film. 

I know we all have to pretend I don’t know... problem is, people slip up. And they have. We all know that

I’m ‘the girl from the Sun’. You’ve fucking blabbed enough times. 

Using drugs doesn’t impair someone’s hearing you know!!! 

I’m excited. 

I know... this willl be big. Fucking big. And that means money. Lots of money. So I’d like to thank the nasty POS’s. You’ve made this big... how did you think this would end?? The whole world would carry on pretending for you?? 

Yeah, that’s why a nobody, like me, has ITV emailing them. 

And, all four of them, prosecuted. For sure. Nice but Dim never took my offer. So all of them. True to my word.

So, this first film / book offer person, she’s followed my blog since day dot. Crazy that mum, dad?!!! 

I’m a ‘nobody’. Being famous is just a side effect of my poor little drug abused brain. Yes, I know for your WHOLE life, until the dick heads interfered, Drugs calmed you down, helped you clean and tidy, and even though you’re using less... nope, the formula for crack has changed. It now gives you psychosis.

You cunts. You fucking cunts. You’ve had SOOOO many chances.

If they had fucking left it, when I stopped sticking speed in my arm daily, I maybe... maybe... could have believed it was in my head.

But you erratic, inconsistent, dick head fucks.

Even my drugs psyche, WOULD NOT LIE TO ME! She knew your fucking sick games. 

She said little, but kept her oath as a doctor. And didn’t lie. And my counsellor. Same again, but she was honest to get me in the nut house, and on numerous occasions her replies / reactions were indicative that this was far from being a creation in my head.

I’ve given you chance after chance.

You carried on.

You destroyed me.

But THANK YOU.

Because I BUILT MYSELF BACK UP.

I’m a million times better without your detrimental, negative energy impeding on my natural kind, loving nature.

I’ve escaped you.

No longer need full time work. So I can really focus on getting this into some sort of autobiography.

Then publishers.

And, as I’m so fucking famous, (thanks to you!) and my life has been so fucking crazy (this is half and half. Without your interference, my life is still sex

❤️ 05th March 2018 - Racism!

So, I saved hardly any Ritalin to get me through this morning, to the GP and to the chemist. This meant by the time I was on the bus to the chemist I was as drowsy as fuck.
Little Caribbean granny sits near me and proper slurps her drink. Naturally, I turn to look, which I have no control over. Just like someone with Tourette’s who can’t control their ticks. I can’t control looking at distractions.
Well this granny had a major chip on her shoulder, so cussing commenced. 
I was too drowsy to react, but as she was getting more aggressive I stuck my camera on.
Queue torrent of abuse..
So I’m poor (regardless of the £1,000 device recoding her). I threw in I was retiring at 36, to hear white people are lazy... WTF! I bet a million pounds she was returning to a council house!! So I added I wasn’t lazy and had made my money.
Then the racism started. Made herself look like a complete crazy loon. I’m tempted to upload it to you tube, as police love a video with race hate in it.
The most shocking aspect was bar a few raised eye brows when I questioned what the colour of my skin had to do with it, no on reacted.
So my question... why is it ok to be racist, as long as its white (British), you dislike?
I’m gonna screen shot the crazy old bitch and get her face on this blog. In fact, I need to open a YouTube account for this blog, and get the video up.
Crazy bitter racist lady below
Thankfully, for this old bitch, I was wayyyyyyy to drowsy to react. 
This also makes me wonder, why immigrate to the UK when you harbour such a strong hatred for white people?  Now I truly love the vibrance that ethnic minorities bring to the UK, but it’s a predominantly white country. 
One would suggest, if you hate my race so much you quite happy to engage in disgusting public displays like this, you return to where you come from.
The UK doesn’t need dispicable people like you. 

❤️ 21st April 2008 - Boyfriend Dramas

Still upset from yesterday but agree to go over to talk. I also needed to look for my cash card. This was agreed around 7pm, I would get there around 10pm. Decide to try and make things up, have a bath, do tan and decide I will go wearing underwear, high heels and a long coat. And when he opens the door I’ll flash him. 

At 9pm I text him and tell him I have a surprise, make sure he’s home by 10.30pm.

He’s cool with that.

At 10.10pm I text to say I’m leaving. At 10.20pm he texts to say he’s baby sitting at P****’s with C****.

Vexed, I say he said he would be home. He tells me P****’s is only down the road, so it is home and I should come there.

I remind him about the surprise and having to be at home.

Eventually I tell him what the surprise is and that I can’t come to P****’s while C**** is there. 

He thought it was around 7pm-8pm (WTF??).

P**** has only just left. I go home, get changed and get to his at midnight in the end.

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❤️ Unknown Note

Why

I need you

I’m so sad and hopeless

Disappear?

Die?

Which one.

❤️ Lyrics - Black Widow

This twisted cat and mouse game

Always starts the same

You hurt me, so I use,

It’s a mandala of pain 

You fucked with my head

And messed with my brain 

They even sectioned me

Coz I sounded insane

Now I hate you so much it really hurts 

Never fathomed you’d treat me dirt 

Now I look at you, and I feel so damn much shame 

Everything fucked and you’ll get the blame