I’ve been addicted 2 drugs 4 yrs! Self medicating 4 ADHD. Made the mistake of turning 2 my family. 1failed detox later they told lies 2 The Sun. Instead of researching ADHD, addiction/recovery, decided to try make me think I’m made. Despite completing rehab, moving back to my house & securing work. They continue to abuse & torture me. My blog is a mixture of diary entries, emails to my DART, lyrics, with some story type tales. Welcome to my world. There’s no turning back!
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Saturday, 5 May 2018
❤️ 26th October 2017 - Email To My Social Worker
❤️ 15th November 2017 - Email To My Drug’s Psyche
Good news about GP .
I will need a copy of the blood results so I can complete the referral.
You have done well reducing the doses and hopefully will be able to reduce further, if not stop totally as it will make the detox shorter and easier for you.
Best wishes
J
-----Original Message-----
Sent: 15 November 2017 13:31
To: JL & OB
Subject: My GP Appointment
Just to let you know GP sent me for blood tests and prescribed Permethrin and for the first time since I moved to that house my Constant itching and creepy crawly feeling has stopped!!
I explained about my house being damp, having evidence of mould, the possibility of being allergic to it, or suffering from mould mites and from what I can gather he didn’t seem to think that was out of the question.
It’s really sad that what I chose to do in (now, Not 2014-2015 as my drug use was incredibly dangerous then. Fair enough), in my spare time, has caused me to be judged and not able to access the treatment I needed.
However whilst I am angry for being sectioned, I do appreciate the life saving detoxes you provided.
GP also has no info regarding my re-engagement.
O I gave him your details
Hope J told you how well I’ve done with regards to cutting down the Benzos And sleeping aids
J
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❤️ New Home For 3 Rabbits Needed!!!
Ron, Reg & Cyra (MUST NOT BE SEPERATED!)
Ron (black 6 months), Reg (black and white 6 months) and Cyra (grey and white 10 months), are three bonded bunnies who must stay together.
They have all had traumatic pasts, and have now bonded, so they must go as a three some!
Cyra, female is neutered and vaccinated. She’s almost 1 year old. When she came to her last owner (deceased) she had been rescued from a young couple who did not know how to care for a rabbit. Cyra had outgrown her small cage, and was too naughty to be allowed to run around. Due to this, her last owner adopted her.
Cyra had sore ears from being trapped in a wet cage the majority of the time. She would purposely knock over cans of Cola and beg, like a dog for crisps and take away.
When Cyra was adopted by her last owner (sadly deceased), she was no longer confined to a small cage, and soon developed a cheeky boisterous personality.
She was a house bunny, allowed about the house with supervision. But also had her cage and pen. She was only caged at night.
However Cyra was clearly getting bored. Although her last owner gave her lots of interesting rabbit food and toys, she kept being naughty and her last owner knew she needed some rabbit companionship.
As there are no more rabbit rescues in London, her previous owner searched and searched through Gumtree.
But whenever she said she needed to bring Cyra first to see if she could bond, they were no longer interested.
Finally her last owner saw an advert for two boys who had been bonded, neutered and vaccinated.
They had sad stories too, originating from Pets at home. When their first owner went to buy Ron she saw Reg going mental. Apparently they had been bonded out of a litter and together for all their lives, bar the last couple of hours. Pets At Home didn’t care they had bonded and just wanted rid of the rabbits. So the original owner took them both. Unfortunately her disabled dogs where allergic to them.
Thankfully, they met Cyra and became a spoiled bunny trio!!
They are in a 6ft hutch with a downstairs 4ft run in good weather. When supervised, they are allowed free reign of the bunny proof garden.
When it’s cold they are brought in at dusk and allowed to play in the indoor pen, before being put into a cage at bedtime. All three are happy to be put back in the large cage for bedtime (11pm - 7am).
They enjoy lots of fresh dark greens!! Lettuce, spinach, cabbage, mint, coriander, parsley, basil. Three large bowls per day.
They always have bunny biccy’s on hand. Before bedtime they enjoy fruit (especially banana), sweet corn, carrot, etc.
They also love freshly cut grass! It has to be freshly cut, as they’re not the most intelligent and don’t have appeared to understood, that green stuff growing out of the ground is the same stuff I cut each day for them!!
Personalities!!
Cyra - she was my first!! She’s very friendly and will lick you. She has never bitten me intentionally (only by mistake when separating a fight when bonding). She’s naughty, mischievous, cheeky and loving. Now she has two boyfriends she’s definitely less naughty!! She’s the one who will struggle the most when you handle her, but it’s not hard to handle her. She loves cuddles and has the most beautiful doe eyes... she will stare right into yours and let you know she loves you as much as you love her!
Ron - he’s the most timid, and lowest of the pack. Cyra has only just started grooming him. He’s very scared with strangers (it breaks my heart you’ll be stranger number 4 for him to get used to). He’s hard to catch if you let him free! But the easiest to handle. He never kicks. He secretly loves a stroke. He’s also secretly the naughtiest one!! Keep your eye on him.
Reg - the leader!! He is definitely king and Cyra is his queen!! Thankfully Ron is their prince, so currently doesn’t need to be bonded. He’s more confident than Ron, and a little harder to handle.
Reg and Cyra are like each other’s shadows!! But more recently, Ron is there too and a. beginning to get closer to them.
They all love being stroked together!! There’s nothing more beautiful than a pile of bunnies huddled together whilst you stoke them.
They need daily cleaning of their litter boxes. They have two inside their hutch, one in their run, two in their inside cage and two in their inside run.
They need toys to chew on and toss.
They will come with everything you see photoed which their previous owner hasn’t used.
From learning, she discovered it’s better to buy proper small animal litter than use saw dust as they make such a mess with it. Plus it can give them breathing problems.
Total expenses previous owner paid
Cyra & Cage - £60
Neutering and Vacations - £80
Ron, Reg, Cage & Toys - £120
Indoor run - £60
Outdoor hutch - £80
Fly Strike Spray - £20
Litter boxes - £20
Toys - £40
For the right family (older children is a prerequisite! Rabbits are prey animals and don’t enjoy little ones picking them up roughly! So ideally aged 7+), £150.
All rabbits are neutered and vaccinated. There is now way you can get a friendlier group of rabbits, neutered, vaccinated, with this amount of accessories for a price near that.
Rabbits can live for at least 10 years, so commitment is vital.
A crazy single animal lady, like the deceased is welcome!!
(All their cards, medical records are in my arch lever file in the kitchen).
❤️ Bad Examples
❤️ Things That Make Me Cry
Monday, 30 April 2018
❤️ 13th April 2018 - Journal
❤️ iPhone Hacked Again
- Out of my possession again
- Noticed people appearing to track again
- Stopped backing up
- Couldn’t erase iPhone
- Noticed referral site to my blog from iPhone news app
- I cannot use iPhone news app
- I can only use TOR on underground
- Noticed I had app 1Blocker on my iCloud back up, but I isn’t downloaded app, nor was it showing on my phone or search
- Blog share keeps crashing
- Can’t use my WiFi at home
- Wouldn’t let me update software at home
- Found unknown devices connected to my WiFi
- Can’t use internet properly
- Can’t type on my blog unless I switch to aeroplane mode
- Siri is constantly listening
- Phone keeps switching itself on
- No serial number
- Can’t share posts
- When I change passwords the accounts freeze / mess up
Saturday, 28 April 2018
❤️ Karma - What Goes Around Comes Around
❤️ Another Tear Jerking Moment From My Name Is Earl
Friday, 27 April 2018
❤️ 20th December 2017 - Email To Documentary Maker
I’m Speechless!! Please Don’t Think I’m Mad!