Cocaine - Intravenous - 2-5 times a week - 0.25g-0.5g
Buprenorphine - Daily - 4-8mg - my using increased from 2mg to 8mg due to anxiety and me not knowing whether this was due to this or withdrawal
Diazepam - Daily - 20mg - 100mg - again my using increased due to anxiety
Temazepam - 10 tablets a month - 20mg
Zopiclone - Daily - 15mg - 60mg
(I was rotating diazepam, zopiclone and temazepam to avoid addiction but that went out the window)
Weed - Most Days - £5 (I don't pay for it)
Heroin - Twice a Month - £5-£10 - occasionally smoked but mainly intravenous
Crack - 2-4 times a week - £10-£40
Alcohol - Crept up to daily consumption - could be as little as a couple of bottles of low alcohol (4%) cider or as much as 75cl of vodka and 2 bottles of wine. Last couple of weeks I get bad anxiety around midday which is only relieved by drinking
MDMA - once - rectally and a little IV because it was mixed with coke.
Crystal Meth - 0.5g twice
Ethylphenidate - 1g once
Amphetamine paste - 1g twice
Adderall - 30 tablets, 10-20mg maybe. Intravenous. The most amazing peace, absence of anxiety, normal feeling in the whole world. Like when I first took methylphenidate. Without the energy methylphenidate provides, just the cool, calm, focused head that can concentrate and doesn't race
Mephedrone - once - intravenous
27/09/17
Alcohol - Vodka - 50cl
Alcohol - Archers - 20cl
Alcohol - Wine - 0.5ltr
Opiates - Buprenorphine- 4mg
Stimulants- Cocaine - 0.5g IV
Sedatives - Diazepam - 6 x 10mg
Sedatives - Zopiclone - 4 x 7.5mg
Sedatives - Cannabis - £5
28/09/17
Alcohol - Vodka - 35cl
Alcohol - Rose Wine - 75cl
Alcohol - Lambrini - 75cm
Opiates - Buprenorphine- 4mg
Stimulants - Crack - £25 Smoked
Sedatives - Diarmorphine - £13 IV
Sedatives - Diazepam - 8 x 10mg
Sedatives - Zopiclone - 2 x 7.5mg
Sedatives - Cannabis - £5
1.20pm - First drink
4.15pm - First benzo
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