Well after more than a few days with hardly any sleep, and the subsequent ‘psychosis’ which I only experience at night, when Sir Cunt-a-Lot is in bed, I finally managed to stop my ‘psychotic’ symptoms.
Just like with opiate withdrawal, I simply Googled ‘olanzapine withdrawal symptoms’ and upon zooming in on ‘insomnia’ ta-da! Psychosis has stopped.
It appears that proving to my erratic psychosis that I may have insomnia for reasons other than doing drugs, it stops.
I don’t know why the sickos do it. I’m under constant surveillance. They can rewind their stupid recording and see I’ve been sat in bed for 4 hours, watching TV, at most, smoking a spliff, having a drink or popping a benzo (when I could have them).
They can see I’ve certainly not been on stimulants all night.
Finally, they KNOW I HAVE ADHD! They even made a point of telling me I was a poor sleeper as a baby / child. They’re aware now, this is likely due to my disability, I still have my disability... just if I display any symptoms they don’t like, I’m subjected to their sick abuse.
Nice family eh?? Making me suffer because I had a disability, which results in me struggling to sleep.
Akin to giving a wheel chair user a whack for not standing up!
So sad though. The time, money and energy spent on negativity versus the time, money and energy spent of positivity, shows their true colours.
They are nasty people.
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