It's the final countdown.....
One of the companies I went for an interview with and WASN'T successful have asked me back in for a chat about another role.
I have (possibly stupidly) made an appointment at MDART on Wednesday.
I've still had no reasonable offers for my house.
Hopefully my fentanyl is on its way.
This could be it.... one of my last final postings. I am going to be so disappointed if I get the fentanyl, measure it all out careful, bang it up and feel nothing!!
I am ready to die.
If it arrives before my MDART appointment and there's no job offer or offer on my house it's game over. Will spend my last few days trying to sort shit out and giving Orion lots of love.
I took way too much coke in one hit on Friday and had a seizure. Asked N to call an ambulance. He didn't. Probably coz he wanted to finish his coke off. I was still struggling to walk an hour later.
I've had enough of my life.
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