If you read my previous post you would’ve seen that I have now realised that my chronic itching is most likely due to mould allergy.
If you have a lot of mould in your house you end up with an excess of dust mites as dust mites thrive on mould.
This explains the visual effects I was able to see.
if you look through my blog you will see in 2015 I have mentioned the bugs in quite a few posts.
When I return to this house there was a lot of mould in the bathroom. I did not remove it properly I just painted over it. However I have now just discovered that my mattress is pretty much filled with mould.
I have already emailed my counsellor he works with my psychiatrist the article which I have posted in a previous post.
what is described in the article is pretty much exactly the same as the symptoms I am suffering from.
The mould can get into anything porous. So apart from plastic glass and metal, anything can get infected. in fact previously when I suffered from this as it was so bad some items which were made from a soft plastic also got infected.
This means that around 70% of my belongings could be filled with this mould.
When I knew everything will have to be cleaned thoroughly and placed into Ziploc bags. It can only be bought into my new house plants I am sure it is completely free of any mould. otherwise my new house or just get infected too.
I need to get rid of my current mattress. But there is no point getting a replacement until I am out of this house. So I will be sleeping on the sofa for another two months. My sofa is quite small and not very comfortable.
I might start taking my summer clothes and Other items that are porous, that I don’t really need and getting them cleaned now and put into storage.
Why don’t doctors know about this. Unfortunately for myself the symptoms get worse between 2 AM and 5 AM. Naturally when you’re addicted to speed you don’t sleep. Meaning I got to see the worst of it.
I knew it wasn’t in my head. I could see my rabbit jumping around as he too was bitten. He would sit in the cat litter tray. As this mould likes warm moist places. Cat litter naturally absorbs moisture. Meaning he got a little relief asked in there.
I have a lot of photos and videos, Sharing the results of what happens when you have a bad mould infection. You could see the dust mites move on my rabbit straw if I sprayed it with bleach.
also after I would bang up lots of little black dots would appear around where there was blood on my arm.
if anyone has any experience of this please let me know how you manage to cope. I am breaking point. Not only to my parents go out of their way to make my life a complete misery, which in turn has caused me to have chronic paranoia that I expect I will suffer from for the rest of my life. But I’m also suffering from a condition that is hardly recognised by medical professionals. Now I must go and cover myself in Listerine and coconut oil in a desperate attempt to get some relief from my itching.
I really feel like I should quit while I’m ahead. Should I encounter another bad experience it will destroy me. If I don’t kill myself and doubtedly I will end up in a mental institution for a very long time.
and as I am aware you don’t get any treatment in mental institutions. Prisoners are treated better. You are just locked away without any therapy any counselling and you can’t even conversed with any of the nurses her because they are too busy dealing with the people with real mental problems.
All I have is -
My cat
My house
My job (which knowing me I’m likely to lose)
Two people I can call real friends
And another two people who are junkie friends
There is no family to love or support me.There is no partner to be by my side. Financially I was like on myself. And this house will require a major cleaning routine every single day until I’m out of here.
God has given me too much to cope with.
Jay
#itsnotaboutthedrugs
@Gemma_Stalked
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