Dear Whoever is unfortunate enough to find me
I apologise for the disgusting mess I have left my house in.
It’s disgusts me as I have severe ADHD which encompasses OCD.
Anyway I no longer am suffering from the debilitating effects of my disability, and I’m sure, for the first time in my life.
There’s not many people who will care that I’m gone, but the 1-2 who do, please tell them to be happy for me.
Whilst, from an outside view, it may appear I’m just hyper, fidgety and impulsive, on the inside I’m filled with unnecessary guilt, self loathing, disgust, criticism and the most debilitating anxiety.
Anxiety so bad I feel physical pain.
Upon discovery that everyone naively believed would love and support me are actively involved in my destruction, I have reached all I can take.
I am a nice person. I don’t deserve to have whom I called my family and friends undertaker actions to actively destroy me.
Orion - I’ve arranged for the RSPCA to have a donation out of my estate in order to rehome Orion,
N - is an animal abuser and a thief. Stole my iPhone 7 and my rabbit. If she’s alive rehome her.
I have NO family.
Those related to me are people who organised and authorised the abuse which has driven me to suicide.
Belonging to R*** from Longreach.
Please pass my blog to the media and police.
P.S - do not refer to me as my birth name
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